 Thursday, September 2, 2010
 at 9:00 PM Feeling fucking down, i know i deserve it or perhaps whatever. Nobody could really understand th real meaning of what they've said. And i'm so fucking tired that i'm not speaking a word of rebutt anymore. This home is now suffocating me to feel silent. Parents always think whatever we know will hurt them and anger them, did they ever get concern the fact that what they said & feel affects us? Or should i say, have they ever fear we get hurt from the words said by them? Constant nagging is their way, but i'm sick of it, can't you not just speak it nicely once and for all or scold once and for all? Why is there a need to rub salt into the wound, i feel so disgusted. Yeah, when you talk back, they will say these: 1. 长大了，翅膀硬了，会顶嘴了。 2， 我说的有错吗？讲一下很不爽是吗？ 3， 我们以前都不敢顶我们父母的话 FAMILIAR NOT? Didn't even say they're wrong, but why can't they know the limit. And when they say about us, looks like we need to repent and realise it's our fault. Dad say, if one day both of us die, it's because of the 2 children of us giving us heart attack. I don't feel anger like whenever he shout at me, instead i feel a sharp pain, a pain can never be ease easily. -- I don't even wish to show my weak side to anyone anymore, if i ever wanna cry, i won't do that in front of anyone like how i used to in the past. Reality and emotion is cruel, parents are like a damn rollercoaster, bringing you up & down ALL THE TIME. And we're like a bomb to them, cause we never seems to reach their expectation. This remind me, why i don't wanna study after O lvl. -- Saw this in my old posts, i didn't know i'd so YELLOW HAIR LMAO.  Till then, xoxo, break the bond to live eternity of no regrets.. |
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